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Who's There?

Who’s there?

Who’s the protagonist?

Who’s in charge?

Am I here when my body is here?

Do I belong? Do my body belong?

The freak shows in 19th century were performances or exhibitions of people that have bodily appearances or behaviors that deviant from the norm of the people living in the United States. The performers, referred as “freaks” in these cases, were led by showmen in various performing groups and made to entertain or be viewed by the people paying the showmen. There were two kinds of performers in these freak shows that distinguished by their possession of autonomy. The first kind, such as Lavinia Warren, a white, middle-class dwarf mentioned by Kim Nielson in his book A Disability History of the United States, are usually white middle-class that were not mentally disabled. Lavinia Warren, as a very famous “freak”, was able to manage her own business, wrote an autobiography, and lived a wealthy life. These “freaks” agreed to show their body figures to the public for profit and had the chance to say no if they wanted to. In return to the huge profit they earned, they were often locked into the figure of “freaks” in the society and being “freaks” was the only thing they could do to earn a wealthy life.

 

But there was also another kind of “freaks”: the ones that “belong” to the showmen and do not have autonomy. They are usually people with disabilities from poor families, people with severe mental illness, and people of color with or without physical disabilities. The more deviant, exotic they are, the more money they can make for their showmen (but not necessarily for themselves). As described by Nielson, “the way they (the “freaks”) were shown, often with little clothing, was eerily similar to that on the slave block.” These “freaks” were often bought by the showmen and did not have much control over whether they want to be displayed, or how they want to be displayed, or whether they even agreed to be displayed. Under those displayed bodies, the self was hidden, suppressed, or even gone. Who, then, was really there on the stage when the body was displayed?  Did anyone care about the real persons in the show?

 

The freak show was an entertainment, but entertain was never its only effect on the audiences. By showing the deviants at that time, the freakshow exaggerated the differences between individual human beings and once again emphasized the distinctions between the “norms” and the “freaks”. As Eli Clare pointed out in his book Exile and Pride, all performers in the freak shows “held one thing in common: nature did not make them into freaks. The freak show did, carefully constructing an exaggerated divide between ‘normal’ and Other, sustained in turns by rubes willing to pay good money to stare.” The performers were only named and defined as “freaks” when they arrived in the U.S. when they were bought, when they were put on the stage without the consent from themselves. Under the influence of racism, ableism, and gender discrimination, the “freaks” in the 19th Century freakshows were viewed as objects and the Other, and their bodies were the protagonists.

The freakshow is the show of the human bodies: the exhibition of the form and the shape, and the performance of the exaggerated movements. Differs from other shows, the focus of the audience was rarely on the artistic expression of the performers, but rather on the subject’s body itself.

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In this project, I discuss the duality of body and self, the necessity of autonomy, and the boundary between art and human through the frame of the 19th Century freakshows and the 21st Century “freakshows”. The photographs, especially the process of taking the photographs, are conversations between my body and my self. This is the show of me, this is also the show of the freakshow.

This is the show

and the show of the show

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Performer:

Me and my body

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Director:

Me

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Equipment:

Nikon FM2 with 50mm F1.8 lens.

Canon 5D Mark III with 24-105mm F4 lens

Where should we set our bottom line for our curiosity?

Where is the boundary?

Between object and human?

Between freakshow and formal performance?

Between human wonder and bodily differences?

Where is the boundary?

The self can be easily hidden when the body shape was being paid more attention. In the chapter Art Object of Too Late to Die Young by Harriet Johnson, Johnson described her experience of getting a photo shoot with a photographer for the New York Times Magazine and discussed the duality of the body and the self. Johnson did not enjoy the photo shoot much, as the photographer was constantly asking her to pose in specific ways in specific locations for aesthetic purposes. From the perspectives of the photographer (which I can totally understand myself), the focus is indeed on the body, the structure, the beautiful sunlight glimmered on the skin. But Johnson’s discomfort was also reasonable. Johnson wrote in the end that she thought the photo was disturbingly beautiful: “The disturbing part happens inside people’s heads; this unconventional body, draped and lit and posed like a fashion model, apparently floating in space in a power chair, disturbs preconceived notions, makes people question what they think they know. The beautiful part? Well, that’s me. Objectively seen by Katy Grannan (the photographer).” In her ironic tone, Johnson expressed her feeling that when her body was being viewed extensively as an art object, her self might be hidden by her unconventional body. The inharmony Johnson felt within her body and selfwas in conflict with the photographer's pursuit for physical aesthetics.   

 

The difference between an object and a human is autonomy. The person and his/her body are only uniform when there is autonomy. Autonomy is achieved when you have the full control over your body, your health, and your life. Often during photo shoots and other forms of art production, autonomy of the models or subjects were achieved not through the process of production, but the process of the models making choices after the production. This is how Johnson carry out her autonomy. In the case of the freak shows, the “freaks” do not have full autonomy when deciding which part of their body to show and what kind of performance they want to do, and thus, it was never possible for them to show their true self. Again, autonomy is the boundary. 

 

But the thing that is taking away the autonomy of the performers of the shows is not just the showmen or managers themselves, it’s the eager of the society to differentiate between the “norms” and the “deviants”. The 19th Century freakshows seemed to be a long time ago. And a lot of people would not consider the Ladyboys’ shows as equivalent to the freakshows. But disturbingly to me, they showed so many similarities. “Human wonders”, “freaks”, and “exotic figures” are all socially defined concepts for the biologically distinguished bodies. There is nothing wrong with biology, and there is nothing wrong with the endless curiosity. The thing that is really making the difference, the thing that is making people lose their autonomy is the construction of the society. And that is not something that we cannot change.

 

I was five.

Mommy told me they were men.

They were in feathers, flowers, colorful dress.

They were under lights. They smiled in waves of cheers.

We called them the “human monsters”.   

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The “curiosity” never ends.  

Is It Gone?

Gradually, with the support of human rights activism, the 19th Century freak show disappeared, but the curiosity toward deviant human bodies was never gone. The freak show continues, in another form, at another location, for the same kind of curiosity.

 

Every year, thousands of tourists visited Thailand to watch the show of a special group of people: The Ladyboys (or Kathoey, shemale). These shows were never called “the freak show”, but to some extent, they operate in the exact same way. When I was in Thailand this past winter, the guide explained in more details of this group of people. The Ladyboys are males who started to take female hormones since a very young age and trained in special schools or performing groups. They were often from very poor families and their parents would send them to these special performing groups at a very low cost to transform them into Ladyboys and good performers. The performing groups will provide them with hormones, training, and business management when they finally go on the stage. In return, the Ladyboys belong to the performing group and need to share the money they earned with the group and follow the orders and instructions of the managers. These shows were never called “the freak show”, but to some extent, they operate in the exact same way.  

 

Although some people made their own decisions to become Ladyboys, a lot of boy’s decision of becoming Ladyboys were made by their parents. Just as the 19th Century freak show, the Ladyboys’ show also have problems with informed-consent. Parents, as legal guardians, can indeed make critical health decisions for their children, but can they make decisions on the kids’ gender and sexuality? Also, since the early intake of female hormones can have a lot of side effects on the Ladyboys, the average life expectancy of Ladyboys is 40 years old. This critical decision made by the parents can greatly affect the living quality and even harm the health condition of the children. Do they still have the right to make this decision for their children?  

 

The curiosity for “the freaks” is always there, and it has always been a selling point. The Ladyboys’ shows make huge profits and play important role in Thailand’s tourist industry. A lot of the Ladyboys become stars and live a very wealthy life. Although the Ladyboys are socially accepted in Thailand, they are definitely treated and viewed as “exotica” by many of the tourists from other countries. After almost 15 years, my slightly Alzheimer grandpa still remember the show of the “human monsters” (the Chinese of Ladyboys directly translated into English) we watched on our family trip, and he’d always ask, “How can they be a woman on the top and man on the bottom?” This nature of curiosity should not be blamed, but the society utilizing this nature to exaggerate bodily differences and differentiate people should be.                  

References
  • Clare, Eli. n.d. Exile and Pride: Disability Queerness, and Liberation. Duke University Press.

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  • Johnson, Harriet. 2005. Too Late to Die Young: Nearly True Tales from a Life. Picador.

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  • Nielsen, Kim. 2012. A Disability History of the United States. Beacon Press.

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The Show.

Ruiyi (Rae) Yuan
Critica Disability Studies: Theories and Practice
March, 2017

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